You left
I am still adjusting
I am going to be adjusting for a while, I think
And that's going to have to be okay
But it wasn't just you
This time there was something else I lost
And I guess I understand, or
I don't have to understand
Maybe in time I'll get some simulcrum of what I had
What gift was given to me that I never acknowledged as a gift until it was too late and that damage had been done and there was no going back or coming back or being back
I can't believe your mom unfollowed me on instagram
